Hey Dear. I am really sorry to hear about it. I hope you re doing good. I am really sorry to hear about your problem. I know this because I have been on this road. I know it can mess you up. However what you need is to be strong. You have to be positive. That’s very important. I know it’s not easy. it can kill you. You can go for surrogacy in Ukraine. Take care. good luck. love and support.