Hello there! I hope you are doing fine. It is really a great initiative to share your story in forums like these. I think you should explore other options as well. I got married in 2009. I have had two miscarriages since then. There was a time when I had lost all hope. I too longed for a baby. Then I was informed about this clinic in Ukraine from a former colleague. They later suggested us surrogacy. It is a painless procedure. We were reluctant in the beginning. Nevertheless, we took our chances. Now I am blessed with a beautiful two-year-old boy. I pray that you too get blessed with children. Take care. Cheers!