Hey! I am so sorry for the loss. Many women in the world are facing infertility. I am sorry to say but You and I are included in them. Surrogacy is a good procedure and you are taking a right decision. Instead of searching for a surrogate, go to the best clinic. There are some clinics that provide healthy surrogates to the patients. I am happy you reached a right place for opinion. I also have a baby through surrogacy. I am happy that I found a right clinic in Europe. I would recommend you that. You should visit it too.