Hey. You found the right platform to ask. I know it might be painful for you. It is a dream of every woman to become a mother but some of us cant cannot be happy with such happiness. I was one of them. I had 3 miscarriages. These miscarriages left me infertile. I went for the treatments but failed. I was upset but then I came to know about surrogacy. I went for it to a clinic in Europe. My husband supported me alot. We went there for surrogacy. We found our surrogate there. I have a baby now. I am a blessed mother now. I hope you would find your rainbow soon.