Hey. So sad to hear that. I can understand your situation. Feeling of not becoming mother is so painful. I had cervical incompetence. Due to which i was left infertile. I spent my 7 years in treatment. I really wanted to be mother. I chose to go for surrogacy. I went to the suggested clinic in Europe. I have a baby girl now. I m so blessed to have her. I hope people out there will get an advantage by my comment.