Hey it’s very sad to hear about you . The thing that inspires me is that you still having hope . That’s the plus point in your journey . I am sure you will pass this phase .you will get what your desire . My best friends wife was in the same situation .in her country surrogacy was banned .her in laws didn’t support her. She then moved to Europe. She visited clinics in London. Her IVF was successful. Now my freind have 3 babies . His family is completed after 10 years of struggle . You are very positive towards life . So best of luck my dear freind