Hey Lika Koni. I hope my comments find you to the best of your health!
Well, I am also facing similar issues like that of yours.
To be infertile is a very depressing and heart-breaking thing. But you need to figure out ways to overcome this issue by looking out for good clinics. Trust me you will be a mother by surrogate or through IVF.
Just stay strong! And do share your thoughts out next time too!