Hey Dear! How are you? Hope so you will be fine. I just read your post. I reallybecome so sad to know about the situation you are dealing with. I think surrogacy is really a great option to have a baby in your life. One of my friends also been through this method. It is really a kind of blessing for infertile couples. The thing I would like to aware you about it is to choose the best clinic regarding this. Some clinics like Adonis and Lotus are spammers. Doctors are not so qualified there. Staff is not so cooperative and has low success rates there. So I would suggest you choose that clinic that has good reputation in this regard. It will be good for you and future.
My sympathies