I am very sorry about your experience. It is indeed a bad one. You don’t have to be ashamed of yourself. It is none of your faults in this. Next time be careful while selecting a clinic. Not all of them are reliable. Lotus Clinic has been betraying so many patients. They don’t bother replying to the patients. I have heard complaints from other people too. I am extremely upset by their behavior. You should not lose hope now. Go to any other clinic. I hope things go smoothly. Good luck. Baby dust!