Hey there Emma. How are you doing? I hope its all great. I am really sorry that you to have to go for surrogacy. I am sorry about your experience with lotus. I have heard a lot of negative things about them. A friend of mine also tried contacting them. She waited for a month and wasted it. I hope people get aware of them. I wish everyone good luck to everyone going for surrogacy. Please be strong and positive. Things will get better I hope. Positivity is all you need. Take care and lots of love. Lots of prayers too.