Dear, I am really sorry for you. It was really hard for you. I can understand a pain you have gone through. Not only that you had the worst experience with that clinic. It really doesn’t mean you should lose hope. I know it’s difficult to forget such worst case. You should move on. It really doesn’t mean there is an only worst clinic. There is also some good clinic that exists. You should go there. It will be the best option for you. I wish you may have a bundle of happiness in future. Wish you good luck in your journey. Baby dust to you