I suffered a lot. And I don’t want any other to suffer, I am giving you the best advice. Now I am trying to have a baby through surrogacy. Although the clinic staff is very caring and supporting. But in the end, it’s not natural. But still, I am loving that I am having a baby in my life. You need to stop thinking about this. Have a baby and enjoy after having a baby. These things are not as complex as you think mostly. You have to take care of yourself and think positive. No need to decide quickly. Take your time.