Hey Jessica, thankyou for sharing your story. You are such a brave person. I am happy that you made it. Such stories motivate me to keep going. Its been 10 years that I am TTC. The journey had been way to difficult. But I kept going. I tried to motivate myself and even stand in front of my hubby when he wanted to go for adoption. But unfortunately sometimes it doesnt matter how motivated and determined a patient is. There are certain clinics out there like L***s clinic in Ukraine who are playing with peoples’ emotions. I wanted to get surrogacy treatment from this clinic. Though I live in Ireland but due to easy Visa process I considered this clinic. Their communication channel is very slow and pathetic. They have no idea how to deal with patients. I am so dishearten and devastated now.