Dear Emma! I am so sorry for your loss and grief. Words can’t even begin to express my sorrow for you. You are not alone in this boat. There are many women suffering from the same disease. Infertility is a very common disease. But you are really a strong lady. Don’t lose hope. I also had 3 miscarriages. It hurts more than anything in the world. Losing your child an knowing that you’ll never have her again is worse. I was facing fetal abnormalities. Luckily I found the clinic in Europe after my 3rd miscarriages. Thye guided me very well. I opt for the IVF treatment for having a baby. The clinic is also providing surrogacy and also surrogate mothers for this treatment. I hope you’ll never be disappointed by there. They will meet all of your requirements. Good luck. Sending you best wishes.