Oh honey! I am so sorry. You have been through a tragic period. I know how a miscarriage feels like. I couldn’t come up from it even after a year. I have moved on now. But sometimes it gets me. And I start feeling really down. Those who have not had this experience can’t understand what a great sorrow it ie. So they start with their looting. They do not care who it is they are looting. Adonis be damned for doing that. I am sorry they did so. I hope that you feel better soon. Stay blessed.