Hi girl. Hope you’re doing fine. You sound so stressed. I’m sorry to hear that. It must have been very hard for you. But you know what? that’s what life is. What you gotta do is buckle up. And get yourself together. And face all the problems. Honestly, I myself have seen this time. And I don’t even wanna remember it. Things get hard but you gotta stay strong. Why don’t you go for surrogacy? I went for it and it’s a pretty great alternative. My baby is now 5 y/o. Everything went really smooth. I hope things get easier for you. We are all here if you need any support. I have my fingers crossed for you. Best of luck. Much love.