Dear! no need to worry about these problems. you will be able to get through these things.
I can feel that there is no better thing to feel your baby inside you. And it is very hurting,
not being able to become infertile. I know a people or two who suffered from this condition but there is a
better solution to this problem. You can always go for surrogacy. It is very suitable.
and it will always be useful for you in future.