I’m so happy you shared this. My husband and I are at 11 months now ttc for our first child with no luck still. We have been keeping up hope and as far as I know have no reason to believe we can’t have kids but it is a very very emotionally draining feeling that so few people can understand because its not like you can talk about it openly. Its a very isolating struggle, especially when all your friends are getting pregnant around you and always asking when you will be. Maybe 11 is our lucky number too.Surrogacy is quite expensive indifferent countries but it’s reasonanle in Ukraine.There are few clinics there .Go check them out.I’m sure everthing will workout for you.