My heart aches for you.! I’m praying for you both! My mom has had infertility issues before and it took her a couple of years to get pregnant with me and my twin! You were right about what God does. We may not like it or understand, but in the end, we all end up in the same place. God gives his toughest battles to his toughest soldiers! Pregnancy and Parenthood is a matter of timing. Things happen for a reason. I have much faith that you two will be wonderful parents someday!