Hello Sammy. Hope you’re doing well. Your story is really heartbreaking. It tore me up a bit emotionally. You need to remember, whatever happens, you will always have alternative options. I still do not know what exactly went wrong in your case. Maybe the problem is with carrying a child. You are fertile, so there’s definitely no problems there. Age is not on your side. I would suggest you surrogacy. Surrogacy is perfect for you. You wouldn’t have to go through the stress of pregnancy. Which you don’t want to, again, trust me. I’ve had miscarriages too. Do consider it. It’s actually ideal for you.