Hey, Sammy. Your story was heartbreaking. It must have been very hard for you to get over those miscarriages. We all know that it gets harder to conceive a child with age. You are 43 now. Getting pregnant at this age has its risks. It is not just risky for you. It can be risky for the child too. This can bring a lot of complications. I think you should try surrogacy for yourself. I had my son through surrogacy. I was 40 at that time. He is 10 months old now. My surrogate was a much younger and healthy girl. This really came as a blessing for you. You should try it too. You can go to Ukraine for it. Surrogacy there is very affordable. They even give you a guarantee of a baby.