Hello Monika. How are you? Hope you’re doing well. Your story is definitely very sad. I’ve had similar wasteful experiences with doctors. They pretend to know everything. When in reality, they screw up quite a bit. However, I really like the fact that you’re ready to get over the problem. People take a lot of time to get over this. I, myself, took a lot of time to recover from my miscarriages. The good thing is people have started realizing that it could happen to anyone. Also, it isn’t the end of the world. As for clinics, I’d suggest you look at your options in Europe. They offer very cheap rates. Hope this helps. Good day!