OliviaSmith that’s not good for your health. You know miscarriages leave the woman alone. Usual miscarriages can lead towards infertility. It makes your inner system too weak. You can’t able to do something again in future. So try to consider this point as a point to ponder. Well, I read your whole post. It makes me depressed that you are going through surrogacy. it’s every one desire to have its own kid. But what you can do now.? It’s not your fault if you are unable to conceive naturally. Nature has written your story in such way. You have gathered more and more information about the clinic and surrogacy method. You did best. At least you should be aware of what you are talking about. Wish you good luck.