Hello dear.Feeling sorry to hear all about you.I knew you are being afraid and worried too.Dear, life does not stop at any moment.We had better options and methods.Just the thing you had to required to find the different ways.With the positive thoughts and hopes, you will do everything better and normal.I am not the same condition as like you are talking but I had also this issue.Dear, don’t be so much afraid and negative.Be strong and think positive.I had this procedure in a very reasonable clinic at the place of Ukraine.You must have to visit that place.I am sure you have to get a better result.It is a great blessing for all the intended parents.It felt awesome after holding the baby in my arms.Sending you baby dust and wishes.