Hey there… I am really sorry to hear about your story. it really breaks a women’s heart. I am glad you considered surrogacy as an option and did not give up. kids are the blessing of God… A blessing which gives happiness in any way. There are many clinics around the world which provide good surrogate choices. I hope it would be helpful to you. there are well-known clinics in Europe which are providing these services.They found us the best surrogate mother.And we got all the support from the clinic. Surrogacy is the absolute way to have your kids by your own genes. You just need to consult a good doctor. Search about the fertility clinics. You will find your best solution.I wish you good luck