I appreciate the time you took to tell us your story. These forums really help us get to know people. These personal stories are hardly shared so openly with family/friends. You know, it’s not easy accepting the truth. The truth about your infertility. I know I was in denial for a long time. I wasted many cycles thinking that I will conceive. This was despite knowing about my endometriosis. It was only with my husband’s support that I accepted it. So cheers to you for being strong enough to accept it and accept assisted conception. You’re right about its expenses. I had surrogacy in Europe. They have affordable yet great service! You should get an appointment. They will run some tests before finalizing the procedure.