I know what it is like to want a biological child but not being able to conceive. I have diagnosed with infertility 2 years ago that lead to depression. Surrogacy is prohibited in many states. Like I am from Japan there surrogacy is banned. So I had to move to Europe in search of surrogacy And through that clinic, I was able to get my baby. I recommend you also try surrogacy as it is the only way for people like us to have a child.