Hey there Olivia. I am glad to hear from you. How are you doing? I hope its all well. I am really sorry that you will have to go for surrogacy. I know its a hard choice. I ha=ve made it years ago. Now I am a mother of two boys. I am really happy with my choice. Never felt the opposite. I hope you stay strong. Be positive itll work out. I wih you goo luck. take care. Love and support.