Hey Olivia! I hope you will be fine. After reading your situation I really become upset. You are such a strong girl. I also felt very sorry to know about your miscarriage. But don’t worry it is the part of life. I’m proud of you because you have tolerated all the situation patiently.
I’m glad to know that you are going to marry again and have planned to go for surrogacy. This process seems good for you. I have also walked through this process last year. Actually, I met with an accident and had to pass through a miscarriage. It was very severe. However, I have declared infertile by my doctors. Then I went for surrogacy. Because of this, I have a baby now. It was a pretty cool experience. A bit expensive but it is a more secure method. I think you go for it.
All my sympathies are with you