Hey Olivia. Your story just drowned my heart. You have gone through a lot. I am feeling so sad for you. But indeed there is bright day after a dark night. I am happy that you are now again willing to create a new life. May your coming life brings you happiness. Well, one of my friend has gone through surrogacy in recent year. She had also suffered a lot. She become mother after 12 years. Now she is very happy and enjoying her life with her family. Well I will pray for the success of your new marriage. Best wishes.