Hello! sad to hear from you. Your journey is really hard. But it is a positive thing that you are not losing hope. I am glad to know that you are thinking about the surrogacy. It is really an amazing thing. As a surrogate mother, I can understand that how surrogacy helps. It is just like a miracle for intended parents. After my 4 MCs, I went for surrogacy as a last option. I got a surrogate son through it. It is the safest way of getting a baby. Sucess rate of surrogacy is satisfactory. So I would recommend you to go for it. Best of luck. Stay blessed