I am so sorry for you. I know it must be painful for you. Really infertility takes alot out of a woman. I know the pain of infertility. I had 3 miscarriages and after that, I was not able to conceive. I was so upset but it was of no use. I decided to go for treatment but no luck even after 5 years. This led me to surrogacy. Now I have a baby.