Infertility is something I don’t think we deserve. But this is life. And when life throws at you like this, you have to fight back. I’m very sorry to know about your complicated life. You’re a strong woman, dear. The time where your husband should’ve supported you the most, he left you. What a coward! I’m glad you found a man who actually cares for you and is willing to find alternatives to your problem. You’re lucky! Surrogacy is merely a blessing for people like you and me. You’ll have a baby who will have your genes. This is literally amazing. It requires a lot of patience though. Research some well-reputed clinics around the globe and choose one for yourself. I hope you have a wonderful process. Sending baby dust your way!