Hey! Hope so you are doing good. I just read your post. I become so sad after knowing about your miscarriages. It’s really a very painful thing for a mother. The grief is unforgettable. I’m also glad to know that you are going to marry again and have decided to go for surrogacy. I think you have chosen the best option. As you have decided for surrogacy then I would suggest you that you should choose that clinic that is surrogacy specialized. I have also walked through the same situation. There are many clinics in Europe that give quality treatment. I had also chosen one of them. Staff is very cooperative there. And the best thing is that their expenses are very low as compared to any other country. I think you should go for it blindly.
Wish you good luck for future.