You have chosen the right thing. Surrogacy will solve your problem. It will give you a baby. I am sure it will bring light in your life. Now I would suggest few things. Dont look for independent surrogates. You will have to take care of the legal things. It becomes a mess. It is better to get in touch with a clinic. This way there is a third party involved. They will arrange for a surrogate. They will take care of the legal things. The package will include the cost paid to the surrogate as well. I am sure this will work better for you.