Hello. I am so sad for you. As you are 43 it is somewhat old to consider at this age. It is wonderful that you didn’t lose trust. I wish that you will be a mother soon. I know it is somewhat hard yet dont stress you will be a mother soon. I have a child through surrogacy. I have faced infertility for 10 years. I never knew the reason. Doctors always said that nothing is wrong with me. But I was not able to conceive from 10 years. I went for surrogacy. I went to a center in Europe. The center was prestige for its surrogacy. I am glad that I picked it. I have a child now. I am a glad mother now.