I hope you are doing good. I appreciate your decision of going for surrogacy. Surrogacy is the most successful treatment for having a child. It would be hard for you to take any decision. No doubt, infertility is really very hard to cope with. But science has paved the path of having children. There is not any risk in surrogacy treatment. Also, success rates are very high. One of my friends had a weak womb. Due to which, she was unable to conceive a child. At that time, only IVF was known in our area. But then, her doctor told her about the surrogacy treatment. She went to Europe for having the treatment. Finally, her biggest desire got fulfilled. She was blessed with a baby boy. So, surrogacy would be a better choice for you. Best wishes to you!