Hello Olivia.
I am sorry that you have been through so much. My heart goes out to you, as I have seen people around me battle infertility. I think you are making the right decision opting for surrogacy. If you find the right clinic you will surely not regret it. I have a friend who had been trying for years to have a child of her own, and recently she finally did have one through a surrogacy clinic in Ukraine. It was as if all her dreams had come true. Though she had to travel back and forth, but in the end all was worth it.