I hope everyone is good. I know life can be hard on people sometimes. You need to remain strong and believe in this thing that one day all your problems will fade away. Now coming to your problem, I know someone who was going through the same case. but happened was that person lost all hope. Keeping your hopes alive Is a very important thing. If a person as no hope he cants survive. Go for surrogacy. It is a bright option that you a avail. Leave the people behind. Don’t listen to what they say. My friend went to a clinic in Europe. She was very much satisfied with what she had decided. Good luck in your future.