I hope you and your DH are fine. I wanted to tell you that there are many people around the world who are suffering from infertility. You should not lose hope, neither you should be afraid of surrogacy. It is a process that is done under the supervision of experienced doctors. There are some clinics that do not provide what they should provide. So all you need to worry about is a good clinic that fulfills all your wishes. My friend went for a treatment in a clinic in Ukraine. She was so happy with their environment. She is now living a happy life. I pray that all the people in this world attain their happiness in life.