hi, @ Stormy . Don’t take so much stress. I really feel for you. I was infertile. My husband support and love helped me a lot. We then started looking for other options. We soon discovered surrogacy. It was quite a difficult decision. Now I am blessed with a beautiful baby boy. It is great that you have chosen an alternative for your infertile life. Right now you are scared of the surrogacy. Believe me, things will be better for you. Just stay positive. Hope for the best. May you be blessed with an angel. Who fills your life with happiness. Best of luck