Hey. hope you are fine now. I can understand the pain to lose the baby. I want to share my sister’s story. That will help you a lot. My sister is now 46. As the age of a woman increases she faces more complications. My sister spent 10 years infertility treatment due to miscarriages. But she faced failure. She decided to go for surrogacy without any delay. She went for it and now she has twins, a boy and a girl. that was a surprise for her. It is never too late to take any right decision. I hope this would help you.