I am really sorry for you. I know it is very painful to face infertility. It is hard to choose other ways than pregnancy. I faced infertility for almost 4 years due to polyps disease. I tried some other ways.IVF and IUI failed in my case. Surrogacy was suggested by one of my friends. It was the only option remained left for me so I went for it. I went to a suggested clinic that was reliable. It was situated in Europe. It was convenient for me to go there because it is allowed in our country. It was well known for surrogacy so I made my mind. Now I have a baby and I am so happy to have him. I wish you best of luck.