I’m very sorry to read about your complicated life, dear. You seem hopeful to me, and that’s amazing. A miscarriage is the worst thing a person can ever suffer from. There isn’t any pain greater than the pain of losing your unborn baby. Sometimes life tests us in very terrible ways. Always remember that everything happens for a reason and there’s good in everything that happens. I can feel your pain because I’ve been through this situation. I’m happy to see that you’re going for surrogacy. It is by far the best method to beat infertility. Having a biological baby wasn’t this convenient before. All thanks to modernization. So, to begin, you will have to look for a good clinic which has amazing customer reviews. See for the ones you can easily afford. Your dream of having a baby will surely be fulfilled. Just stay strong! Lots of love and prayers for you, Olivia!