You described well. I like it. Still, I have to say go for surrogacy. Surrogacy is a nice method. It’ll help you with your infertility. You’ll get your own child. It always helps you. Take good care of yourself. You just have to find some good clinic now. I know you know that better. You can get it from these forums as well. Beware of some places as well. Other than that, Everything will be alright for you.