Hey Olivia! I hope you are at the good of your health. You story melts my heart.it brought the tear to my eyes. Infertility is the most common issue in today’s era. You must be going through a tough phase of your life. I had the issue of fetal abnormalities. I had multiple miscarriages. I just lost the hope of being a mother. Later on, I consult a clinic in east Europe. They told me about surrogacy .they also provide the surrogate mother with best of her health. I must suggest you get in contact with the clinic. I also appreciate your courage and your husband’s support. Wish you good luck. Lots of love.