Hey! I hope you will be fine. I felt so sad to know about your miscarriages. It’s really a painful thing for a mother. Such ups and downs are the part of life. I think you should diagnose the cause that is leading to the loss. Because it could be risky for you the next time. Instead, you can also avail the option of surrogacy. In this way, you would not need to be worried about the baby in your womb. Everything will be handled by the surrogate and the clinic. I hope it will be fruitful for you
My sympathies