I am really sorry to hear about your infertility. I know how hard it must be. I know this because I have been through it. It really breaks you in every way. Know that you cant conceive now it kills you. I have had a hysterectomy once too. It was devastating. However, I didn’t lose hope. I went for surrogacy. Glad I made the decision. It really made me happy. I am a mother of two twins now. wish you good luck. Take care.