Hi. Hope you are doing fine. I am so sorry to hear about your story. It just wrenches my heart. Yes surrogacy is the bets option for women who want to have their own biological child. There are clinic which can help you out in this. But you should consult your doctor first. Indeed miscarriage is a horror women do not want to face. I remember when my friend going through this. She was declared infertile by her doctor. But after having IVF treatments she finally became pregnant. But after 4 months she had a miscarriage. It was so devastating for her. She just kind of stopped everything. But i hope you find a way back into everything.