I know life has been difficult for you. It is a very bad thing that happened to you. I know that this is a difficult time for you. You will recover from it. You should remain strong in this situation. This time will pass now. I would want you to go for surrogacy. It is the best option for your life. It will give you a child of your own. This would change the life for you. It will be the best experience for you. My sister went for it and she has been so much happy because of it. I wish you all the best for you.